How do I feel?
I feel sad, hurt, lost, rejected, dejected, like a burden on my friends, like the world wouldn’t notice if I were gone. I feel scared. I feel broken. At this moment, I am on the crest of a tsunami that is going to destroy everything in its path when it crashes onto shore.
All I want to do is cry and bury my head in the covers.
This morning I had a psycho moment. Actually, I have had a few psycho moments the past two days. I was doing so well and then BOOM! I hit bottom…again.
Will this pain ever stop?
I want my life back. I want my brain back. I want the sadness to go away.
I want to move on and be healthy.
Can anyone out there hear me?
Sleep…eludes me. So tired.
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